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God In The Hands Of Angry Sinners

(This sermon was given by Tom Gordon)

In colonial America during the 1740s, Jonathan Edwards preached the sermon Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God to the congregation in Ensfield Massachusetts.This particular congregation was holding out against the revival that had been sweeping across the colonies during the First Great Awakening. Edwards was unable to finish the sermon and had to join other local pastors in comforting the congregation, such was the response to his message of hell-fire which figuratively melted this congregation where they sat.

It occurred to me in recent years that Edwards’ sermon, this sermon, and every sermon ever preached in the Christian Community these past two-thousand years has only been possible because God allowed himself to first fall into “the hands of angry sinners.” Hence, the title.

Today I’m going to tell you a story--almost 3,000 years in the making; so buckle up. During the years of Homeric Greece, hundreds of years before Socrates, the Greeks sought after “arete,” or “excellence.” These were the semi-mythical days of Achilles, Paris, and Hector, the Trojan War and the endless fratricide of the Greek world. For them, arete mandated lots of violence, unrestrained sexual expression and self-promotion --all aimed at the glorification of self above others. This was “excellence” to the pre-classical Greeks.

They believed their gods were involved in this same sort of activity and that this was the proper marriage between body and spirit (action and will) though, admittedly the primary emphasis was on the body and its desires. They believed this arete was THE recipe for the most awesome of all possible lives. Of course--it was a recipe for disaster.

Hundreds of years later, as the Peloponesian war between Athens and Sparta went very badly for Athens, Socrates went about the city criticizing its leaders for their mindless prosecution of the war and their equally mindless pursuit of vainglory. Socrates had grown “out of step” with arete. He proclaimed that the “unexamined life was not worth living.” Though executed for his criticisms, Athens had been humbled and was ripe for his message. Socrates effectively instituted a new heroic ideal for Greece-- and a new form of arete--the examined life.

As a side-note, by the time of his death, Socrates had gotten into the habit of expressing contempt for the Greek gods, yet also of referring to both Heaven and God in the singular and as if both were sources of “Good.” Athens, afterall, juts out into the middle of Mediterrannean trade routes and was a center of exchange for both goods and ideas. I have no doubt that Socrates was exposed to both Hebrew and Persian conceptions of God.

A now, humbled Athens, and eventually the entire Greek world embraced this new ideal with its new type of hero. This was a life of the mind (read that as “spirit”) which grew increasingly suspicious of the doings of the body. We may think of this “divorce” of body from spirit as a sort of proto, or pre-gnosticism in which the mind became the path to salvation and the body the path to destruction in the same way that their earlier heroic ideal had led Athens to destruction.

God Prepares the Stage for Jesus

This new ideal was spread across the Mediterrannean as well as both the Near and Middle East by Alexander the Great. Alexander loved Greek culture and spread it from Macedonia to India--art, architecture, language and philosophy--all became part and parcel of the world Jesus was born into.

Into this Greek-saturated, Roman-controlled world Jesus came preaching the good news that “the kingdom of the heavens is available” here and now.This is the True marriage of body and spirit that the world desperately needed then and still needs today.

For Socrates, freedom from the body (his own death) meant discovery of all (Truth) which he had wondered about as a philosopher. For Jesus, by contrast, eternity was in session “now;” Truth was available “now”--while in the body (and of course, forevermore) with Jesus himself as headmaster of a never-ending school of discipleship.

“To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, “If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

Let this passage sink in. Read it again. One more time. Knowledge, Truth and Freedom were of paramount value in the Greek world at that time. Socrates, Plato and Aristotle had made sure of this. Jesus comes out swinging and addresses all three: simply, beautifully, authoritatively.

  • When are we free? When we know the Truth.

  • When do we know the Truth? When we hold to his Teaching.

  • What does it mean to hold to his teaching? Do--the--things--he--said--to--do!

  • How do we “do” things? With our bodies and our spirits.

This is a syllabus for life in the Kingdom. If we fail this course on Knowledge, Freedom and Truth, then we will end up (or remain) ignorant, enslaved, liars. Incidentally...Jesus said all this to “the Jews who had believed him.” They took this last point to mean precisely that they were ignorant, enslaved, liars and decided to kill him--believers did this! We ought not be too quick to think ourselves above violence toward Jesus, toward His message, toward His kingdom. He is after-all the God who gave himself into the hands of angry sinners.

Do you ever take offense at Jesus? He is no respecter of your culture or the empire that created and maintains that culture. Don’t expect it of Him. Don’t impose it on Him.

Reforming the Reformation (Metanoia Might Annoy Ya)

About 500 years ago the Church was subject to a much-needed correction. However, we also lost a deep, rich, tradition of spiritual practice which had been commonplace in both the church and amongst God’s people for centuries prior. Bodily practices in the form of the Spiritual Disciplines, which involved effort (sometimes a great deal of effort) fell largely along the wayside in Protestant practice due to an association with abuses within the Church.

At issue was a single word--Metanoia. The word translates to “repent.” Repentance involves unconditional surrender to God and an exchange of the path one is on, for the path toward God. Unfortunately, the word had been mistranslated over a thousand years earlier as “do penance.” Penance involves a voluntary self-punishment (often involving monetary payment) for wrongs committed.

The abuses that followed essentially amounted to “working off” one’s debt of sin and earning salvation. Anything that could be construed (or misconstrued) as “earning one’s salvation” became highly suspect and essentially abandoned. The spiritual disciplines were largely jettisoned from Protestant practice and one of the practical ramifications has been hints of gnosticism sneaking back in through an open window. Once again, the body was viewed as suspect and the mind/spirit viewed in stark contrast to that. There was no hope to be found in what could be done with/through the body.

It became commonplace to view salvation as simply agreeing to belief in a set of propositions about God. But remember, “even the demons believe (that there is One God)….” James 2:19. Church...We need to move well beyond agreement with demons.

A rough analogy might be a person who agrees that exercise is a good thing, buys a gym membership and watches people exercise every week while she sits and drinks a smoothie. Even out of shape people agree about what’s healthy.

Think back to the definition of metanoia: “Unconditional surrender to God and an exchange of the path one is on, for the path toward God.” What happens on a path? We walk. We engage in life. If your body is carrying around your spirit, it’s going to be really hard not to involve your body in this unconditional surrender. Any lingering doubts about the “goodness”of physical things can be put to rest by reading the first chapter of Genesis where God created ALL of it and pronounced it all “good.” In fact, after Eve’s creation it was “very good.” To claim that the body is “evil” is to tread in heresy territory. We’ve walked too close to this line in the last 500 years like a dog returning to its vomit. We must move from a mere “appreciation for Christ, to an “appropriation” of Christ and, like it or not, your body is coming along for the ride. Heck, it is the ride.

Works of the Flesh vs Spirit

At this point you might be getting nervous and thinking where’s Anthony when we need him? Let’s distinguish between the goodness of God’s physical world and the badness of works of the flesh.

Works of the flesh are those works which are attempted out of your resources alone. Often they are intended to get you noticed, or to create an obligation from God back to you. Works of the Flesh are about “earning.” They essentially say “God, do you see me.”

Example: Say I have a student who desperately wants to please me but does terrible on every assignment in spite of his very strenuous efforts. I notice this and offer to meet with him. I also offer the Tutoring Center, Success Coaching and the Writing Center. He refuses all these resources, continues producing bad academic fruit and will eventually fail the class and submit a scathing review of me on “Rate my Professor” because I did not see and appreciate their effort. This is a rough analogy for “works of the flesh.”

Let’s shed some light on works of the Spirit by way of some further analogy and discussion.

Looking “At” Versus Looking “Along”

C.S. Lewis once wrote of being in his garden shed. The door was closed and a shaft of light pierced through a crack in the door into the darkness of the shed. When he looked “at” the light he saw dust particles floating inside the beam. When he stepped into the shaft and looked “along” the light, the dust particles were no longer visible (even though they were still there) but now he saw a tree outside and the sun burning millions of miles away producing that light. Both experiences were true but both were very different. Each is diminished without the other.

In these last several centuries the sciences have caused a divorce of sorts between looking “at” and “looking along.” Backed by the Academy, modern science gives the authoritative nod to “looking at” as the superior, even the only, way of knowing. This way of knowing had been neglected since the ancient Greeks and the overreaction has proven extreme. This thinking has permeated our culture and has caused a great deal of rot within the Church. Looking “along” has been all but abandoned in Western Civilization, even in the Church.

Another quick example from Lewis just to make sure we’re clear on this point. Imagine two biologists attempting to give an explanation of what it means to be “in love.” One has been in love before, the other has not. Both can look “at” being in love and talk about the chemical and biological processes involved. However, one clearly has an advantage over the other. This is the advantage that we, in the West, have discarded.

The Ancients, by contrast, saw knowledge as thoroughly experiential. They would find it absurd that we award PhD’s in philosophy to people who can speak accurately about the implications of such-and-such school of thought. For them, if you weren’t a Stoic, or an Epicurean, or a Christian then you didn’t know these philosophies; you had, at best, looked “at” them. They would say that to know Christ was to look “along” Christianity; it was to do the things He told us to do. We have to move beyond “appreciation” of Christ to “appropriation” of Christ.

Have you experienced Jesus? More importantly, has Jesus experienced you? These two questions attempt to get at what it means to “know” in the Biblical sense. Think for a moment about a type of prayer we often engage in. “God please be with “so-and-so.” But, we know God is there, yet we (at times) drone out this prayer as if on auto-pilot. Perhaps what we need to pray is not that God would show up (we know He’s there), but that we would show up. Yes, my body is there, but where is my spirit? Perhaps this or that particular prayer concern is an opportunity for Jesus and I to experience each other and to spread the Kingdom.

Magic or Faith?

Perhaps it would be good to point out the difference between magic and faith at this point. Magic is the attempt to manipulate perceived powers to serve particular ends that we deem worthy of pursuit. It involves various actions, incantations of particular words and phrases which, if done correctly, will bring the result that is sought. Faith (in the Christian context) is complete trust in someone. It ultimately trusts that Good will be the result, regardless of the perceived outcome. Which of these two is more likely to require that you be present (not on auto-pilot)?

I recall visiting Ivan the Terrible’s church in Russia. Just down the valley from this ancient building were two stones on opposite sides of the valley. On the left, women came to sit on a stone to receive healing for “female” problems. On the right, men did the same thing for “male” problems. I witnessed serious parishioners coming from prayers at the church building, down to the stones to sit. They were navigating the various perceived sources of power in their lives trying to effect some sort of favorable outcome. Is this Faith?

We know that our bodies are carrying our spirits around. So, how do we show up, both body and spirit?

“I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship.” Romans 12:1

The spiritual disciplines are based largely on this verse and the verse that immediately follows it. Their aim is to help us to be “present” in a way that we were not before. Offering up our bodies in fasting, solitude, silence, and a multitude of other disciplines is a means of offering up our bodies as “living sacrifices.” It breaks us free of the patterns of the world we see all around us and which we grew up in and which have been normalized by our culture-- our empire.

“Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what is the good, pleasing, and perfect will of God.”

The spiritual disciplines are not a means of earning. They are one of the places where God meets and transforms us. They are a part of the “grace” of God by which we become more like him--where we come to know His will. They are a Success Center, Tutoring Center, Gymnasium of the Spirit--resources we dare not ignore.

“When Jesus saw him lying there and realized that he had spent a long time in this condition, He asked him, “Do you want to get well?” 7“Sir,” the invalid replied, “I have no one to help me into the pool….”

Embodied Apologetics (transformed lives) is what the world is starving for today. Why would someone sign up (and pay) for the gym but not exercise? Why would someone use their treadmill only to hang laundry? Think for a moment about the paralytic at the pool of Bethsaida. Why on earth would someone NOT want to get well? That’s what Jesus asks him. Perhaps after 38 years, he’s found a pattern of life that suits him. His answer certainly was cagey. Do you want to be well? Is something keeping you from the water?

Anger can be a useful tool for getting your way, perhaps you’d rather not give that up. Asking the same question seven different ways until my child finally caves in and tells me what I want to hear may be an effective pattern of manipulation for me. If my “yes” actually is a “yes,” I may lose advantage over my child or over others. Perhaps I don’t really want to get into that water--especially after ---all ----these ----years.

How do I do the things Jesus told me to do? How do I “let my ‘yes’ be a ‘yes’ and my ‘no’ be a ‘no’”? How do I “do good to those who persecute” me? The spiritual disciplines are one of the places where God meets me for the express purpose of transforming me more perfectly into His image. They are a place where I can ask “God, do I see you”?

Some Quick Examples

  • I keep an image of one of my daughters on my cell phone. Every time I see it, I’m reminded that other people are precious to their parents in the same way my girls are precious to me. It short-circuits a whole raft of inappropriate thoughts and behaviors that tempt me.

  • I seek to let my “yes” be a “yes” and my “no” a “no” by asking “real” questions. Amy and I used to ask our girls, for example, “do you want to ask that little girl over to play”? If we didn’t hear the answer we wanted to hear we would rephrase the question over, and over until our poor kid would give up and say what we wanted to hear. We learned that if it isn’t a choice, not to phrase it as a choice; this manipulation just frustrated our girls and made liars of us. This also allowed their “yes” and “no” to be meaningful.

There are, so far as I can gather, an endless number of spiritual disciplines beyond the classics of fasting, praying, solitude and silence. Sharing these with each other could prove to be a deep well of transformation at CLG.

What does God get out of my spiritual transformation? The person I become.

Incidentally, this is also what I get out of my transformation. It’s all good, all ways, for all time and all eternity.

The Importance of Remembering

The past can be a tricky thing: it clearly forms us, but how much? Do we need to remember in order to move forward? Do we need to forget?  Is our history control our destiny or does it merely influence it? And most importantly, whatever has happened in our lives up to this point, is there hope?

Bob Kelleman, a Christian counselor, author, and speaker (http://www.rpmministries.org/blog/), has a great perspective on this. His claim is that the Bible reveals to us not only the importance of remembering our past, but making sure we grow in Christian maturity as we do so.

 

Remember (humbly)

“Remember” is used 167 times in the Bible (at least in the NIV), reminding us of the importance of remembering. We see it both in the Old Testament and the New. Usually, it has to do with remembering events in order to remember that God was at work in the midst of those events 

  • Be careful that you do not forget the LORD your God, failing to observe his commands, his laws and his decrees that I am giving you this day.  Otherwise, when you eat and are satisfied, when you build fine houses and settle down, and when your herds and flocks grow large and your silver and gold increase and all you have is multiplied, then your heart will become proud and you will forget the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery.  He led you through the vast and dreadful desert, that thirsty and waterless land, with its venomous snakes and scorpions. He brought you water out of hard rock.  He gave you manna to eat in the desert, something your fathers had never known, to humble and to test you so that in the end it might go well with you. You may say to yourself, “My power and the strength of my hands have produced this wealth for me.”  But remember the LORD your God, for it is he who gives you the ability to produce wealth, and so confirms his covenant, which he swore to your forefathers, as it is today.”  Deuteronomy 8:11-18

  • In Deuteronomy 32, God warns Moses that the Israelites will break their covenant with him. He tells Moses to write down a song of God’s presence (with all the interaction, faithfulness, and blessings and cursing of the covenant) and teach it to all the people so it will be a witness. One portion of the song says, “Remember the days of long ago; think about the generations past. Ask your father, and he will inform you. Inquire of your elders, and they will tell you.” Deuteronomy 32:7

  • When Jesus and disciples participated in what we call the Last Supper, Jesus said, “Keep doing this to remember me” (Luke 22:19).

 There are times we read about forgetting the former things, but this idea is often misunderstood. Here are the two verses I hear quoted the most:

  •  After citing all the ways He has redeemed or saved the Israelites, God says through Isaiah, “Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland.” (NIV) Isaiah 43:18-19

  • Paul writes in Philippians that “…forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” (NKJV) Philippians 3:13-14

The writers were not urging people to develop amnesia. In both cases, it means not being distracted by success and blessing. Isaiah was referring to good things, not bad ones (and actually tells them several verses later to “review the past for me”). Philippians is referring to good things in Paul’s life that could lead to self-righteousness, pride in personal accomplishments, and complacency. Bruce Springsteen was right: Glory days really will pass you by. Remembering the past is important for at least two reasons: our past clearly forms or informs who we are today, and God was present (and He is worth remembering).

 

Reflect (honestly)

Trying to suppress bad memories can become a refusal to face and deal with life. We talk a lot about “coping mechanisms” such as drinking and drugs and food, at least when they are used to numb our pain, emptiness, or guilt. But what about when we simply refuse to be honest about the things that have formed who we are?  Is that not an unhealthy coping mechanism too? Here’s a daunting verse: “Remember and never forget how angry you made the LORD your God out in the wilderness.” Deuteronomy 9:7 

Never forget how angry they made God!?  This is not a verse we see on coffee mugs or taped on bathroom mirrors. That’s a reference to the whole Golden Calf Episode, though Moses promptly lists four more places where they really made God angry because of their disobedience ( “You also made the Lord angry at Taberah, at Massah and at Kibroth Hattaavah…Kadesh Barnea.” 22-23). This was hardly a shining moment in Israelite history, but there it was. Nobody was allowed to dodge it.

We should be honest with ourselves, God and others regarding our past.  Can you remember times when you angered God – or your spouse, kids, parent, boss, friends – because of your sin? If this principle holds true, don’t forget how it impacted those around you. It can be a great incentive to stop your drifting back into that part of your life, and it can give clarity about what kind of person you are striving to be. Reflecting on the devastation of sin also reminds us of the grace of a God who forgives us even after the worst of our sins, as well as the forgiveness people around us have offered to us.

 

Repent (sincerely)  

In Revelation, after John gives props to the church in Ephesus for their perseverance and godly deeds, we read an admonition as well: “You have forsaken the love you had at first. Remember the height from which you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first” (Revelations 2:5). 

I am more and more convinced that true, life-changing repentance can only happen after honest acknowledgment of who we are and what we have done. The goal – at least when it comes to memories of things we have done wrong – is not shame but repentance and then renewal and restoration. In Psalms 51, written after his disastrous affair with Bathsheba, David modeled what to do after falling from the heights: remembering and repenting of his heart and his actions – and then receiving God’s renewal:

“Have mercy on me, O God,
according to your unfailing love;
according to your great compassion
blot out my transgressions. Wash away all my iniquity
and cleanse me from my sin. For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me. Against you, you only, have I sinned
and done what is evil in your sight… Create in me a pure heart, O God,
and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.” (Psalm 51:1-4; 10-12)

Notice how David adds repentance to his recollection of events, then anticipates the forgiveness and mercy of God on the other side of the chaos that resulted from his sin. Remember….reflect, repent….God will be faithful.

 

Reinterpret (carefully)

Reflecting and repenting have a lot to do with looking at our choices and our lives. There are also plenty of times when things are done to us that greatly impact our lives as well. Joseph makes this comment to his brothers, who sold him into slavery: “You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.” (Genesis 50:20)

The language in Hebrew captures both a physical or symbolic weaving together, like a tapestry with a good or evil plan. Joseph looked back at his life and found where and how God intervened in his story to create some type of beauty and life where there would have been none. In this situation, Joseph was able to see in a very practical way that God had brought a good result (“the saving of many lives”) from a bad situation.

I preached on this a number of years ago, and in looking back at my notes I think I got something wrong. I said this was about Joseph. It’s not. It involves Joseph, but it’s about “the saving of many lives.” Joseph wasn’t saying, “They intended harm for me and now God has intervened by my good.” He’s saying, “They intended harm for me and now God has intervened for the sake of the world.” The story of Joseph is rightly highlighted as pointing toward the arrival of Jesus, [1] so I am not going to tell you that you are Joseph. Joseph was Joseph, and God used his life uniquely. 

However, his story highlights an important point: God can take a life that has absorbed a lot of harm and bring about good - for the sake of the world. Many times we look at our lives and assume we are worthless in the overall scheme of things. (“Do you know what has been done to me? Do you know how I have been betrayed and used?”) But God is not stumped by sin and chaos. Just read the Bible – God is very, very good at taking broken, sinful, messed up lives and redeeming them for His glory and for the good of the world.

Reinterpret does not mean lie, ignore or make up stuff to make the story better. It just means that we should not give up on a God who is very, very good at taking situations or people that have been harmed and using them in the healing of the world (think of all the people whose past makes them such good ministers of the hope of the gospel now).

Reinterpret is a challenge to see how your past experiences allow you to minister to others for their good and God’s glory.  

 

Retell (boldly)

We engage in an act of worship by retelling our stories in a way that shows how God weaves goodness into the world. Our testimony of God’s involvement in our life is never meant to be just about us – it must honor and glorify God and His role in redeeming our past, and it is meant to give hope to the world. Look at how David wraps up Psalm 51 (the one about Bathsheba): “Then I will teach transgressors your ways,
so that sinners will turn back to you... Open my lips, Lord,
and my mouth will declare your praise.”  (Psalm 51:13)

 Really? How will David teach this?  Well if the previous verses in chapter 51 are any indication, he will tell his story. He speaks as a transgressor and sinner in whom God was at work even in the midst of his sin. It is often in the retelling where we see that even the worst parts of our past can be reclaimed and retold for the glory of God. We don’t remember to wallow in our past sin and shame, but to remind ourselves and others of a God who present, faithful, and redemptive. 

[1] http://jewsforjesus.org/publications/newsletter/july-1985/08_joseph_jesus