Then Jesus, because he knew they were going to come and seize him by force to make him king, immediately made his disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of him to the other side, [past] Bethsaida, while he dispersed the crowds. Now when evening came, after Jesus said good-bye to them and sent the crowds away, he went up the mountainside by himself to pray.
Those who started out believing he was a prophet like Moses (he fed people in the wilderness like Moses had) decided it might be time to make him king. I wonder if this is one reason Jesus kept telling people not to speak publically about the miracles. He wasn’t interested in that kind of Kingdom.
The Messiah was never intended to come with a physical sword like they were hoping. If you were here for our Revelation series, you may remember that when Jesus is portrayed with a sword, it’s in his mouth: it’s His words, the gospel message, that will challenge evil in the world before God ultimately bring an end to evil.
His disciples started to cross the lake to Capernaum. (It had already become dark, and Jesus had not yet come to them.) By now strong wind was blowing and the sea was getting rough. Meanwhile the boat, already far from land, in the middle of the sea, was taking a beating from the waves. Jesus was alone on the land, and saw them straining at the oars, because the wind was against them.
Has anyone else noticed that Jesus keeps sending his disciples into storms? More on that later…
Then, when the night was ending and they had rowed about three or four miles, they caught sight of Jesus walking on the lake, approaching the boat, for he wanted to pass by them. When the disciples saw him walking on the water they were terrified and said, “It’s a ghost!” and cried out with fear.
But immediately Jesus spoke to them: “Have courage! It is I. Do not be afraid.” Peter said to him, “Lord, if it is you, order me to come to you on the water. ”So Jesus said, “Come.” Peter got out of the boat, walked on the water, and came toward Jesus. But when he saw the strong wind he became afraid. And starting to sink, he cried out, “Lord, save me!”
Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him, saying to him, “You of little faith, why did you doubt?” When they went up into the boat, the wind ceased. Then those who were in the boat worshiped him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God.”
They were completely astonished, because they did not understand about the loaves, but their hearts were hard [#hardsoil]. They were glad to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat came to the land where they had been heading.
In all their hours (6?) rowing against the wind, they had covered 1/2 to 2/3 of their journey by the time that Jesus caught up to them. Sometime between 3am and 6am, Jesus followed the disciples without a boat. The Bible does not record they were frightened of the storm, even though they had been fighting it for hours. They were, however, frightened by what they thought was a ghost walking toward them on the water, as one would be. They relaxed when they saw it was him, but Peter basically says, “Prove it.”
By this time you would think they would be starting to wrap their heads around Jesus ability to do the miraculous. During the last storm, he calmed everything with a word. He just fed 10,000 people by turning something into nothing. Don’t get me wrong - there is no doubt seeing him walking on the water would have been shocking. But the soil in Peter heart was hard, and he wants another sign.
Only one gospel records Peter attempting to join Jesus on the water. It’s a good reminder this story is primarily about Jesus, not Peter. And what we learn about Jesus is that he will, in fact, give Peter yet another sign. Jesus relentlessly reveals himself. Those of little faith are not abandoned by the Savior.
When Jesus asked the disciples how to feed the 5,000, I suspect he wanted them to wrestle with the impossibility of the situation. Kind of like with the raising of the dead child when he said, “Nah, she’s just asleep.” He wanted the observers to confirm the impossibility of the situation and insist that she was, in fact, dead. He wanted them to recognize he was asking them to do something that could not be done. He was prepping an opportunity to show his Messianic credentials.
So here’s Peter asking to walk on water. I don’t know if Peter had considered Plan B if it was a ghost deceiving him, but Peter wasn’t really known for his thoughtful consideration before he did things. In another incident, he jumps out of the boat and swims to shore to see Jesus, so maybe he was a really good swimmer and figured if it didn’t work out, he’d just swim back. I don’t know.
So Peter tried to walk on the water, and he failed. I’m not sure why it took until that moment for him to consider how strong the wind was, and I don’t know what it looks like to walk on water during a raging storm, but I’ve been down to the Open Space when it’s windy, and it’s awesome and terrifying. If I were to walk on the water at that moment, either I am on a crazy rollercoaster as I stay on top of the waves, or the waves are crashing over me if I’m somehow walking on a level path. So, yeah, Peter is overwhelmed. I get it.
Something we don’t often see stressed is that when he is sinking, he does the right thing. He calls out to Jesus to save him. And Jesus does, of course. Saving is what Jesus does. Then he gently rebukes Peter: “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?”
Many of the commentaries I read and sermons I have heard focus on Peter’s lack of faith as an explanation for why he couldn’t walk on water, usually with the idea that if he had kept his eyes on Jesus, he would not have sunk. I like that image. It’s a practical way to think about worship. I’m not so sure that’s the primary point of the story, though,so I want to focus on what I believe to be the primary thing Jesus is addressing.
The book of John is famous for focuses on Jesus as the Messiah. All the gospels have a different primary focus as they recount the life of Jesus; John is the most messianic.
This Gospel stands out structurally, as it lays out its thesis in the first chapter. It also emphasizes the signs and wonders performed by Jesus during His ministry on earth, rather than just outlining the totality of it. Seven of these signs are changing water into wine, healing the royal official’s son, healing the paralytic, feeding the 5,000, Jesus walking on water, healing the man blind from birth, and raising Lazarus from the dead. Each of these signs either fulfills a prophecy, demonstrates Jesus’ authority, or demonstrates His deity. John focuses on Jesus as the Son of God, the Word at the beginning, and the right ruler of all things. Jesus makes seven I AM statements, invoking the name God gave to Moses and to the Hebrew people centuries before.[1]
So this story is one of the 7 signs recorded in John, and John doesn’t include the part about Peter at all. It’s a story that’s meant to make us focus on Jesus, not Peter, because it’s one of the 7 signs of the Messiah. After all, only God “treads on the waves of the sea.” (Job 9:8; Psalms 77:19) The Exodus echo that began with the miraculous provision of food continues in what is one of the clearest revelations of Jesus’ divine nature: his authority over the sea. He doesn’t just part the sea and walk through on dry land; he walks on the sea itself.
There is something else happening here that modern English translations capture well. When we read that Jesus meant to ‘pass by them’, he wasn’t going to cruise on past and leave them behind. This is language for how God revealed himself to His people in the past.
Then Moses said, “Now show me your glory.” And the Lord said, “I will cause all my goodness to pass in front of you, and I will proclaim my name, the Lord, in your presence… Then the Lord said, “There is a place near me where you may stand on a rock. When my glory passes by, I will put you in a cleft in the rock and cover you with my hand until I have passed by.” (Exodus 33: 18-23)
“Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the Lord, for the Lord is about to pass by.” Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart… but the Lord was not in the wind.. the Lord was not in the earthquake…the Lord was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper. When Elijah heard it, he pulled his cloak over his face and went out and stood at the mouth of the cave. (1 Kings 19:11-13)
Jesus walked on the water to show his glory and proclaim his name. Jesus did this to get them to understand what they did not understand the day before: that he was God in the flesh, the promised Messiah.
The more I considered this story in its broader context, I am not so sure Jesus was rebuking Peter for failing to walk on the water as much as he was rebuking him for not trusting that Jesus was who he said he was.
Much like the crowds that keep demanding signs, Peter tested him again after all the signs he had seen already. Jesus allowed it to happen, but notice that Jesus did not float the idea the Peter should walk to him. This wasn’t God’s calling for Peter. This was Peter’s calling for Peter. If Jesus planned for Peter to walk on water, Peter would have walked on the water.
So Peter said, and I paraphrase, “Can I walk on the water to see if it’s you? Because if I can do that, I will know it’s you.” And Jesus said, “Come on over and I’ll show you it’s me.” And you know what? Peter found it was Jesus for real even though his walk wasn’t successful for more than a moment. In fact, he experienced the saving power of Jesus up close and personal. This experience confirmed to him that Jesus was, indeed, a messiah who is strong enough to save and kind enough to do it.
I’ve also been wondering about what it would have done to Peter to be able to make it to Jesus and back into the boat without sinking. Can you imagine life with Peter if he hadn’t sunk?
· “Hey John, remember that time I alone of all of us walked on the water?”
· “Hey Thomas, who wants to go storm chasing on the Sea of Galilee? Nobody? Maybe I’ll just walk out there then.”
· “Who wants to play boat/water/Peter? Boat takes water, and Peter takes boat and water.”
I wonder if sinking might have been a really important part of Peter’s spiritual formation. Very publicly, he failed. No doubt he was impressive for at least a little bit, but then he was publicly frightened and failing. Sometimes that’s a gift not only to the person Jesus rescues, but to those who have to live with that person.
Peter will go on to be called the Rock by Jesus himself. I really hope at least one of the disciples was like, “Yeah, he sinks like a stone.” Then they all giggled while Peter turned red. Peter didn’t have to actually nail the walking on water gig to be used powerfully in the Kingdom of God. Why? Because it was always about the power of Jesus.
“Every moment we stand in need of Christ: while we stand-we are upheld by his power only; and when we are falling, or have fallen, we can be saved only by his mercy. Let us always take care that we do not consider so much the danger to which we are exposed, as the power of Christ by which we are to be upheld.” (Adam Clarke)
After Jesus identifies himself, Mark describes the astonishment of the disciples, their lack of understanding, and the reason for that lack: their hearts were hardened. I don’t think the writers mean to convey that they were actively hardening their hearts as much as that God had called a group of disciples to him whose hearts were the hard ground of the Parable of the Sower, at least to some degree. They had been through a storm he controlled, saw him heal people and even raise them from the dead, had hand-collected the leftovers at the Feeding of the 5,000, and the truth of Jesus’ message about himself was still was not taking root in their hearts.
We will circle back to this next week. I want to finish by focusing on our attempts to walk on water, and Jesus’ faithfulness in pulling us out.
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Once the watery storms ended for the disciples, others began. There are always storms. This has been true as long as humanity has existed:
· “In this world, you will have trouble.” – Jesus, John 16:33
· “Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me.” – David, Psalm 23
· “Count it all joy when you meet trials of various kinds.” – James, James 1:2
· “The sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.” – Paul, Romans 8:18
· “Do not think it strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened to you.” - Peter, 1 Peter 4:12
So there will be storms. I want to talk about Peter and us in the storms of life, not because this story was about Peter, but because it involved Peter even as it pointed toward Jesus. Let’s look at how the storms in our lives involve us even as they point us to Jesus.
There are storms of the sin that impact us. Things that others do to us that threaten to take us under emotionally, mentally, spiritually, relationally. Sin has a terrible ripple effect, and the greater the sin done to us, the more traumatically it lands in our lives. And there are so many good things that help to keep us afloat: therapy, counseling, spiritual formation, good community, sometimes medication – those boats can keep our heads above water a lot of the time (that’s a good thing). A gracious God has given us boats of common grace (gifts of grace accessible by all) that are for our good. More on this later. But we can row into that storm for years, and finding solid land feels like an unobtainable dream, and we’re exhausted.
There are times when, like Peter in his first moments. “I think I’ve got this!” And then we realize the winds of the sins done to us are still taking us down even though we have fought so hard. And it’s in the prayer of helpless desperation that his strong right hand, which was there all along, saves us from drowning and guides the boat to shore.
I have this image in my head of what it must have been like in the boat after Peter and Jesus got in. (It’s just my image; it’s not Scripture.)
Peter, after a while, through tears: “I tried.”
Jesus, gently: “I know.”
Peter: “I couldn’t do it.”
Jesus: “You didn’t need to.”
And that’s it. That’s the conversation. Jesus puts his arm over his shoulders and then they just sit quietly until they get to the other side. And Peter has to process the humbling reality that he wasn’t enough on his own along with the comforting reality that the one who saves him is.
I think of relational storms we go through. Since my closest relationship is with Sheila, I’m thinking of what this looks like in marriage, though your relational storms may look different. There were times we were going under, even when we tried so hard. We got water wings and lifejackets and snorkeling gear (we read books, went to counseling, attended marriage retreats – all good things). They kept us afloat for a time, but the wind of our brokenness was strong, and the waves of our baggage daunting. Our most important, transformative moments were those times when all we could do was cry out as we were going under, and Jesus pulled us up.
I distinctly remember a time we looked at each other and said, “What do we do? We are out of ideas. Nothing has worked. This brokenness in us and between us is impossible to fix.” All we had left was prayer for the miraculous intervention of God.
Us, through tears: “We tried.”
Jesus, gently: “I know.”
Us: “We don’t have the tools to do it.”
Jesus: “You don’t need to.”
We went home from that supper, two people in despair. The next day we had lunch just to be together. Then we sat in the van and listened to a comedian to laugh together. We didn’t talk about life or marriage. But we realized in a week or two that everything had changed. There was something about that drowning moment, in which we cried the desperate cries of the drowning, for which Jesus was waiting.
And then I have been in storms where I find that while I am praying for deliverance from that storm, I am a lot like Peter. I know that Jesus is the one who rules the storms, but I am secretly hoping I look amazing too as he goes about rescuing me.
When Covid hit and we were trying to navigate our way through it as a church, I was trying to provide pastoral leadership. I knew it was going to take a miracle, but honestly, I wanted to look amazing as God’s work unfolded. I wanted my wisdom, compassion, truth-telling, and just overall “for such a time as this” persona to shine like bright beacon in a dark world. Bring on that wind full of masks and social distancing and shutdowns: I was ready to walk on that stormy Covid water.
And you know what? That is not at all what happened. I managed to make everybody mad at some point. Even me – I was mad at me. When I stepped out into the storm, I made have gotten a couple steps in, but then down I went. Don’t get me wrong. I was praying passionately what Jesus offered as a model: “Lead us not into the time of testing/storms, but if you do, deliver us from the evil one.” I really knew that was the answer. I just wanted to walk on water while He was working.
Me, through tears: “I tried.”
Jesus, gently: “I know.”
Me: “I couldn’t do it.”
Jesus: “I can.”
And where was Jesus as I – and you - were flailing about in the rising wind? Right there with us. Reminding us that we would get through Covid not because we are great, but because He is great. He pulled me up (and he pulled you up). He kept us disciples in this CLG boat after he carried us back in and dried us off. He brought us to the other side, with better heart soil than when we started.
This church has gone through storms in its 50 years, some minor gales and some hurricanes. Did we bust out onto the waves and impress everybody by owning that storm and tromping on it? No need to make a way through it. We are on top of it!! That’s…not how it went. By God’s good grace, we’ve gotten in some good steps throughout our history, but you wouldn't want your Fitbit to count them. We always ended up treading water in a whirlpool that threated to pull us down – which forced us to cry out to Jesus to do what we, in our own wisdom and power, could not. And he did. He has pulled us back into the boat again and again, dried us off, and taken to where he had in mind for us to go.
And he puts us back in a boat. Jesus didn’t pull an Oprah and say, “You know what? Walking on water for all! You don’t need this boat!” He uses the boat to get them to where they were supposed to go. All the things I mentioned earlier - therapy, counseling, spiritual formation, good community, sometimes medication –those, too, are provisions of his loving grace. Those, too, can be the means God Himself uses to get us to where he wants us to go. We just need the author and finisher of our faith to be the one told us to get in that particular boat, and then be the one who guides that boat to where he plans for us to go.
And this brings me back to what I love about Jesus. He establishes himself as a Messiah who does not abandon us in the midst of storms. He does not reject us when we fail to see him clearly. He does not despise us when we are too weak to calm the storm. He is always there, holding out his hand, offering to save us, putting us into the boats his common grace provided for us, and showing us the glory of his love and faithfulness.
Recommended Music: Third Day: “Cry Out To Jesus”
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[1] “What Makes Each of the Gospel Accounts Unique?” Biblestudytools.com